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poeticmoment:

See what I want so much, shit never hurt this bad, Never did this before, that’s what the virgin says. We’ve been generally warned, that’s what the surgeon says. God talk to me now, this is an emergency, And she claim she only with me for the currency, You cut me deep bitch, cut me like surgery, And I was too proud to admit that it was hurting me, I’d never do that to you, at least purposely. We breaking up again, we making up again, But we don’t love no more, I guess we fucking then, Have you ever felt you ever want to kill her? And you mix them emotions with tequila, And you mix that with a little bad advice On one of those bad nights, ya’ll have a bad fight And you talking ‘bout her family, her aunts and shit And she say “Motherfucker, yo momma’s a bitch!” You know, domestic drama and shit, all that attitude, I’ll never hit a girl, but I’ll shake the shit outta you!, But Imma be the bigger man, Big Pimpin’ like Jiggaman, Oh I guess I figure it’s bittersweet, See what I want so much, shit never hurt this bad Never did this before, that’s what the virgin says We’ve been generally warned, that’s what the surgeon says, God talk to me now, this is an emergency. And my nigga said I shouldn’t let it worry me, I need to focus on the girls we getting currently, But I been thinking and it got me back to sinking and this relationship it even got me back to drinking all this Hennessy It’s gonna be the death of me And I always thought that you having our child was our destiny But I can’t even vibe with you sexually Cuz every time I would try, you would question me Saying “You fucking them girls, disrespecting me? You don’t see how ya lies is affecting me. You don’t see how our life was supposed to be. And I never let a nigga get that close to me. And you ain’t cracked up to what you was supposed to be. You always gone, you’ll always be where them hoes’ll be.” And this the first time she ever spilled her soul to me, I fucked up and I know it G, I guess it’s bittersweet poetry.

sofuckingclassy-:

why don’t you ever call me when i’m upset.. yes, you do call me often but there’s times when i need you the most, and you’re just gonna dissapear for a moment and leave me in pain & angrier. i’m your girl, i love you & i need your attention when i’m upset, you’re supposed to make me feel better….